今天英文节又谈志愿

sien?!

对于这个东西

始终很在意

sienzzz 

suddenly get scold then i get moody 

and now i emo like hell 

feel very tired but i don't want to sleep 

i am not in a good mood to get myself to bed

i hate talking what i wanna be in the future
because i can't be what i wanted to be

kerana u tak mau jadi tuhan bagi kepada kamu
what my malay teacher told us today
can't really remember the whole sentence
but the meaning is there
human don't get what they really want but always get what they don't want
does god dominate our destiny？
if is true
i just hope i can be a vet
serious

new year eve

we went to genting for countdown =)

全体照..

其实有一个人失踪了..

不懂去了哪里..=.=

那天真的好high好开心
那天的开心绝对足够弥补看不到烟花的失望
认真
不懂还有什么可以写
不过真的是很开心
谢谢你们

我的2011很完美<3

17th birthday

17 year-old birthday
the day that full of love
best birthday ever
i won't forget it

thanks for you guys cut my 新不了情
and then sang birthday song for me
still bought a cake for me
hello guys good surprise
i serious wanted to scold when the song get cut
thanks
so much <3

thanks the stupid babi act like Hanna and wish me happy birthday
really so happy during that moment
although disappointed at last
but at least you got heart
so no angry =)
hahaha thanks la <3
give you a heart that i gave to everyone la
but i know he can't see this XD

HI baby <3<3
love you till the max
thanks for making my dream comes true =)
don't know what to say
but serious thank you so much

oh goddess!
thanks for wishing me happy birthday =)
really appreciate it

haha thanks the malay girl saw my ic number and wish me happy birthday also

best birthday ever
get new phone
getting L license soon
get goddess birthday wish
get a bunch of friend cut my song
get a fake goddess birthday wish

thanks for so much so much <3

yesterday was the last day of school..
although i hate going to school and seat at there do nothing
but i miss you guys..
argh i guess i will feel like going back to school after few days
going back to school is a happy things
cause i have a gang of friends
well my life goes better with them

hmmmm
i gonna start my working life on tomorrow
work for phone ==
after buying a phone
i will save my money for me to study in sydney <3
still sydney =)

i counted the salary i can get
hmm is enough for me to afford a phone
so the salary i earned during the last holiday can save up =)

if htc i decided to buy sensation xe..
haiz actually still thinking wan apple or htc

like a bak ci

今天像个白痴一样
骑脚车去感觉很遥远的别人家
结果==
那个人在看小说
我还以为他去骑脚车才会offline的
感觉白跑了
而且连undang 的习题也没有到手
在出门的时候还要遇到两个王八蛋小孩
拿bb枪射我

你们以为女孩子不会打架？
你以为我是好人的大姐姐??
你最好就不要射中我
射中的话
我会变身成为恶魔
黑社会大姐大
打架高手
总之你可以把你觉得最恐怖的名词套在我身上
现在的小孩子
一个字
幹

其实真的不想在生日时开工
可是haiz
实在是等钱用啊我
其实对于要做工
我更懒==

errrr 其实我有很多东西想做
不过
不是有点难度去完成就是没有人陪我
好寂寞==
我想打羽球啊
起脚车去巴刹吃早餐
hmmmm

going for undang test on tuesday
wish me good luck =)

师生团
是很闷
不过还是有有趣的时候
那些初中的==
比躲避球比到好像要打架这样..==
真的不需要这么夸张的

我很喜欢那些会和学生一起参与活动的老师
那种老师给人一种很亲切的感觉
不像有些以为自己是老师
就是高高在上
lan c 到鬼将的那种

其实我很喜欢看人家团结的那种感觉
可是很抱歉
只要牵涉到我的自由
你就别渴望我团结

户外教学
没兴趣就是没兴趣
如果我跟你讲我不要去
你可以Ignore 我的话
你叫我交钱
一样ignore 吧了
只要不超越我能承受的"关心"
基本上我可以很配合

这...可否说是一种童年回忆??

遥望远方？？
他妈的
我感觉我的远方一无所有

够忧伤
我喜欢

其实躲在电脑房没有什么不好
我喜欢静静一个人
在家我就像是个有自闭症的孩子
可是在朋友面前却像过动儿==
双重人格o.0

对着电脑发呆
听着歌
chatbox 喜欢回就回
你回我就回
你不会我继续发呆吧了

有时候很想跌个四脚朝天
受受伤
不懂是什么心态
不过应该是每个人都是这样吧
好久没跌到时
就像让自己来个四脚朝天
然后受受伤
过后好像会有满足感
靠
我心理变态==

妈的
现在连走也不讲一声
good job baby =)

我没有理想的大学
喜欢澳洲的那间不过是因为他读过而已
可是过后我发现那里有兽医读
结果那间大学就这样变成我的目标了

人类想要的东西多不可数
得到的却廖廖无几
人类的梦想又好多好多
能实现的却屈指可数
是太贪心还是能力不足??

我是否太执着了??

envy o.0

sometimes i really envy that person is good in music sports and school result at the same time
wtf
why there is this kind of people on the world
damn it
i like and i hope i am good in this kind of things
but i am good in none of them..==
sad case
really very very envy

a friend share me a video just now
video about the graduation ceremony
hmmmm
the song + the scene
ok it make me feel touch ==
remind last year graduation ceremony
although last year one is so damn boring ==

everyone is talking about ambition
oh god
mine are killing me

i really hope i can compose a song

o0o..
my long long article didn't save

最近真的是除了一塌糊涂
就还是一塌糊涂

今天
当大家都在谈自己的梦想时
==
我觉得我没资格出声

马六甲旅程很愉快
同时我也领悟到一些东西=(

ahhhhhhhh
我用别人的account add 女神的妈妈
他accept了...==
开心到我鬼将
有一堆他的新照片了<3

其实我觉得距离是问题

fed up and i wanna give up

sibeh无辜
人家放我飞机
结果是我辈拿来开刀==
我就是知道被放飞机的心情所以才坚持要去
不然你以为什么
some more u thought hotel cancellation fee is free??
RM120 per room..
you pay for me?

请不要把放飞机看成一件很简单的事
他是很容易完成
可是你有没有想过别人
当人家辛辛苦苦做完所有东西然后你放人家飞机
自己想下啦

没有男孩子又讲危险
男生多又怕危险
赢了啦

好歹都是你的女儿
是你养了接近17年的女儿
可以不要把我想到将低贱吗
去哪里都怕我会生个外孙给你玩
不要想到我很想妓女将啦
整天想到将
你是很想是吗o0o

你觉得你把我想到将反贱
请问你有什么好处?
这种损人不利己的东西就少做一点啦
不会死的
连自己的妈妈都不相信自己
我还有继续做人的理由?!

sometimes really feel so fed up with this world
and really feel like giving up to it..
really hope i'm a dog and the vet can end up my life with a kind of medicine
the medicine can let me die peacefully
without suffering..
hoho there's another benefit for being a vet
just take 1 of the medicine from my clinic when i feel like giving up
and then
everything is done

you know i can't make it to the trip if delay
and you are telling me you wanna delay it?
what i can say is happy a bit
did you think about my feeling

delay only..i will wish you enjoy and have much fun
just do whatever you feel happy
you can ignore me..
that's what i'm born out for =)

an la an la go yourself happy abit

loser kid

don't get a job you say we don't know how to earn money
get a job then ask us work forever stop studying
wtf
adult always win
what they say is principle
what kid say is you are just finding something to retort them
that's why most of the kids are bad kid cause they have their own idea their not robot that listen to adult

don't blame your child when you find out they lie to you
you deserve that
child lies is caused by adult
if you spend some times to understand them
if you spend some times to explaining not scolding
if you try to understand what is happening before you scolding them
why would they lie to you when they know there is someone understand them
or why would they hiding something from letting you to know it?

think before you blame them

突然闪过脑海的那一丝计划
就这样被捷足先登了

保持沉默罢了
任性的够久了
是时候停止
继续下去谁也的不到好处
众乐乐不如独乐乐
但不开心正好相反

为了解释而熬夜
结果那人不在
算了
看动漫

book keep u drive me insane..
damn why am i wasting time on it??
i really dun feel like being an accountant
早知道就从小学乐器
最起码还可以去读个音乐系
现在半天吊真想死

damn! it's unfair to me

我很注重我计划的东西
他妈的
不要能band 就band

西海岸明明就不会受影响
不要跟我讲年未没有人去langkawi

干
为何每次我几乎完美
零缺陷的计划都胎死腹中??
这是对我公平是吗

做人有计划又中band
每计划又中骂
真的死去死还好

去什么国家公园
喂蚊子??还是狮子
云顶??
真抱歉我想要有浪漫且宁静的假期

好有感染力的笑容
我看了还真的嘴角有点上扬
真有影响力o.0

pangkor ah!!!

damn it
it's a perfect plan and i don't have a chance to implement again
WTF
please tell me wtf is this
please i beg

i planed the rent a van to bring us there
doing about hotel research
excited about the snorkeling
excited about at night lying on the beach and look at the stars
hmmm maybe gambling in the hotel for awhile??XD

 an la don't tell me afraid about snorkeling please
i'm old enough to take care myself
i know what to do and what shouldn't
just.. give me a chance to proof that i have the ability to take care myself
i will back home safe
err maybe 1 or 2 wound on my body =(

为了我们美好的旅程
我豁出去了
朋友们请感动好不

真抱歉

大道理我没兴趣

请原谅我的任性和固执

有时候有些事还没看完请不要下定论

你以为我也很好过？

不想解释

是因为版本太多

说完整点

另一个人的版本或许会像谎言

没有必要

这样下去只会没完没了

更sien

http://sydney.edu.au/courses/?is_advanced_search=1&page=1&contains_keywords=veterinary&is_international=true&course_type_is=UC|UR&study_mode_is%5B%5D=OC|BM

my dream..

plan to let it go =)

i'm good in planning 

i always have a perfect plan 

but it didn't success 

not even once...

damn 

cheeseeeeeee =)

today went to mahkota cheras for lunch

so damn far from kepong please

hmmm ate the chicken chop with Switzerland cheese steamboat

hi cheese =) i love you <3

back that time pass by viva home

thought can go there for movie 

then my mum rejected me o.0

i can't watch johnny english reborn again =(

wow tomorrow is 26th!!!!!
nice =)

guess what important day is it <3<3

well perhaps i should start thinking giving up =)

it look great at now

but it will look stupid after few years =)

i did tell you my mum told me about your idea 

but i didn't tell you that she agree with it..

noob!!!!

damn i'm frighten by an old woman who thought herself was young...

horror =(

waste time only

perhaps you're right
i'm wasting my time
i shouldn't spend whole night for the movie talking about pets
talking about how to keep your pet healthy
how a vet heal them when their sick
since i couldn't be a vet

i'm too stupid to having such a great dream
i don't even understand myself
human like me with bad result is impossible to be a vet
i'm just too naive

要我放弃这个梦想比要我在失恋后放弃ex更难
damn

hmmmm quite a long time didn't update my blog
heeeeeesss today went for snowflake movie and chatime
hmm...
abduction.. not bad not bad but i prefer johnny english reborn more

前天好像很有义气将
为两个laiyeh 的女人啃西瓜
即使我饱到想呕
结果回去上厕所才发现我跟他们一样是laiyeh的女人
真狗

为何??
为何别人需要我的安慰时
我可以说一大堆有道理的东西
当自己面对同样的问题时却不见得我可以安慰自己==

haiz
其实我是真的很向往外国的生活的
尤其是西方国家
王八蛋你啊
我有钱你以为我不要移民啊??
还要引诱我!!
你最好知道我在讲你
不然你去撞墙啦

ahhh just stop fooling around

i thought i said before don't play the fool around when i am serious..
i can get the benefit without paying any effort on it
i can just stay aside and make the project look like non of my business
pc is just only 2 periods every week
i can let go the 50 marks if i choose to do it like this...
but i didn't and i pay quite much effort on it
i used my sleeping time to finish it
you guys sleep earlier than 12am every night
and you tell me you can't finish your project??
what the hell are you talking..
can't you just sacrifice 1 or 2 hours sleeping time to finish it??
since all of us are doing the same thing

damn... i think i need a part time job seriously
it is so troublesome without a laptop when you are doing project
i don't think two people can share a laptop
since we have too much hyperlink to do o.0

it's 2am again...