troublesome...

l0l...

tomorrow need take photo...

whole band together...

but very troublesome leh...

dunhav band clothes 1...

need to wear white t-shirt...

better is plain that type...

where to find it oh?

i got many white t-shirt...

but...

all got picture on it de leh..

some still got pooh bear and mickey mouse...XD

so what to do now??TT

yee theng told me she got white clothes...

but very sexy...

can see inside de leh...

and she so tall her t-shirt borrow me sure become deep v...XD

lebbie ask me to wear school uniform...

uniform also sexy and can see inside...

but this wont become deep v ....XD

wan wear which 1 leh??

beware...

argh...

stop saying i am older than u but i am more noob than u....

i looks playful...love to play...

doesn't mean that i wont get angry easily...

ok...

so please...

understand what i am thinking before u want to joke with me...

just simply say something...

i could think it very far...

so beware...before u joke with me...

l0l...shy...weird...

argh...

today damn weird...

last time...

even recess time i also like to make noise...

today...

recess time...

when we finished buying our lunch...

next,sure find a place to eat luu...

then there is 2 place less people 1...

haiz...

the place we want...

let my class that waiye seat le...

then,seat another place lor...

l0l...

my leader seat at there...

then i seat opposite her...

deng...

then i become shy...

n weird...

roar...

they said my face turn red...

and i become very quiet le...

aiyo...

cant face her...

dunno why...

saw her whole people become weird...

l0l...

then a guy pass by at that time...

they thought i saw the guy i love...

please la...

i love leng zai...

and chong hwa dunhav...

improve le...XD

wow...

my 2 leader also said that i got improve wer...

in marching and trumpet...XD

ya...

true...

i am happy...

but still not enough for me to stop feeling sad...><

i know i should cheer up...

yayaya...

give me some time please....XD

can i get what i wish to get?

l0l...

today practice...

argh...

i'm the most noob again...

haiz...

can i be the pro...

just for 1 time...

my note all flat flat flat...

could it be sharp sharp sharp???

practice together that time then flat..

alone that time...

no need show that time then correct note...

die la..

can i get what i wish ??

haiz...

stress...

tomorrow need go for practice again...

can i do it well tomorrow??

i'm afraid that i cant...

haiz...

my leader is 17...

i am 16...

and others newbies are 13...

and my leader teach me like teach a 13 one...

haiz..

this is the place i care about it...

argh...

but it is impossible for me to skip my practice...

and i said before i wont give up...

fine...

just leave it...

let everything happen by itself...

this year will be a tired year....

PMR,UEC...

and my society will held a concert in july...

i need to practice...

cause newbies also got performance...

marching...

look after for my class people to do their cleaning work....

mon,tues,wed,thurs,sat,sun...

not tuition then society...

i left friday free only...

wah...

busy dou...

wan go die le...

stressful nia...TT

trumpet....

roar....

trumpet trumpet trumpet...

argh...

u make me feel that i am more noob le....TT

y cant i control u properly...

y cant i make u sounds good...

y muz i make ur sound become low....

argh..

i treat u bad man...

ok ok...

conclusion is...

wat should i do to let myself can control u better...

let u sounds good...

n dun let ur sound become so low....

haiz...

eee...

actually i luv practising trumpet so much...

but hor..

nowaday...

when i face the trumpet...

argh...

pressure...

haiz...

wat happen??

juz because i cant play it well...

ya...

but i will practise it when i'm free...

deng...

liew chia xin...

u continue blow...

my ear still dunhav worm cum out la...XD

punch ear hole leh...XD

wah...

me 'fa hao' go punch ear hole...

hehe...

abit pain...

i told my friend...

all also ask me..

punch how many hole...

l0l...

my first time leh...

sure 1 pair only la...

ZD...

dunno know what reaction should i give them...

l0l...

aiya i just finish an egg...

wah...

can i know what will happen to me??TT

i failed my english...

man... i fail my english...

i fail the subject tat i gt the most confidence to pass it....

argh...

is this showing that i am thinking for my dream??

is this showing that i cant study in science dream??n cant be a vet...

maybe it is...

or not maybe...

is sure is it....

haiz...

i try my best to control my tear...

yeah...

i made it...

i could control it well...

yeah...

say congratulation to me...

erm...

trumpet...

ya i could blow the so note...

erm...

sometimes can but sometimes cant..

ya...

i will more hardworking on it...

i will try my best to make it...

n chia xin...

specially for u...

say thank you...XD

ya...

u trust that i can...

but i dun think so...

anyway...

thanks for your support...

maybe i should listen to my friend advice...

dun take the science class...

lack of confidence...

recently, really lack of confidence....

argh...

haiz...

yayaya...

tomorrow gt society...

really dunwan to go le....

haiz...

juz bcoz i cant blow the"so"note...

argh...

laz time i dun care about tis cheap cheap thing...

yeah...

wat happen to me??

start to care about such a useless things...

sumthing tat nt important for me...

haiz...

yayaya....

cant accept tis...

still i'm noob

haiz...

sry leh..

i thk i really nt talented in trumpet...

haiz...

i dunno hw to blow the high notes...

ya..

i'm noob..

lebbie say i thk too much...

mayb it's true...

bt i cant force myself dun thk it...

it will appear automatically...

lalala...

lalala...i'm noob...tis make me hurts...

haiz...

am i thinking too much...

haiz...

tis make me feel hurts...

u knw...

i hope to study science...

my ambition is to be a vet..

i luv pets..

i wan to help them when they feel uncomfortable..

bt i thk i couldn't do it...

ya...

maths poor...English poor...even science oso poor...

haiz...

ya...

science claz most important subject oso poor...

no nid study in science claz la...

dun even dream it...

l0l...

my trumpet is worse than a form 1 newbies...

ya ya ya...

i'm noob...

i dunhav confidence tat i can do it well...

july still hav concert...

apa concert la..

me so noob....

do...re...mi...fa...

wat about so??

i fail to do it...

haiz...

eh my confidence where have u been??

i miss u...

cum bak to me pls...

i'm begging u...

yayaya...

bad mood-ing coz i'm a noob....

trumpet.XD

hehe...today my trumpet leader accept my fren request in facebook...XD

i ask her wat should i practice for nw...

she told me long note...

ee...

tat 1 nid a lot of gas nia...

she thought i feel boring...

oops..she was wrong...

i didn't feel boring at all...

coz i already a bit luv trumpet...

hmmm...

bt nt much ppl knw it...

haiz...

juz keep it as a secret la...XD